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Mary hates the thought of being pregnant but said she'd do it for me as long as I took over after the birth. Dr. Welsh says that won't be a problem.

We haven't worked out the 'father' problem. I could go off my hormone cycle and could try to impregnate Mary. I really don't feel like I could or would want to break my feminization evolution. The few traces of masculinity left have become atrophied and I'd hate to activate them again.

Mary suggested artificial insemination but she hated the idea of an 'unknown father'. "I'd at least like to know what I'm getting into or should I say, what's getting into me," she replied cheekily.

Penny jokingly said, "You two should just find some nice ‘already married' man and seduce him. That way, Nancy would be part of the 'process'."

"Love 'em and leave 'em," Mary laughed then wisecracked to me, "John, that handsome sportswear salesman from New York is always talking about you. He's got beautiful children. . .I bet we could seduce him!"

Penny added snickering, "Then you could kill him like Black Widow spiders?"

"Naw," Mary said, "I'd just cancel his line of clothes at my store. It's cleaner."

Mary teased me and giggled at the possibility of the Penny's insemination scheme working. It was ironic, I the 'husband' was trying to figure out some way for my wife to be inseminated. All I needed was the spermatozoon, and a 'vehicle for delivery' then I could become a 'mother'. I, of course needed Mary's approval of the vehicle.

As we all talked, I felt a little shame and realized that this was a turning point for me. My discovery that there was a need for a far superior male to

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realize my feminine aspirations. My former desire for maleness had been replaced by my desire for a baby. I would be playing the part of my mother and the baby was me. I could encounter what my mother did with me and experience the joys of a family.

Yes, the furtherance of my femininity was much more important than some genital deficiency. I was coming to terms with my femininity. It wasn't just a case of 'failed masculinity' but a development from inside--a appreciation of higher things: passivity, nurturing, beauty, love, and sensations.

EPILOGUE

Through Dr. Welsh, we became acquainted with several other couples in which the 'husband' is undergoing feminization. They visit us, and we visit at their home frequently, exchanging experi-

ences.

One couple, Alice and Aleen are in college and appear to just be any two young college girls who are living together. No one would ever guess that Aleen is the 'husband'. Dr. Welsh has had him on female hormones for five years with amazing results. His figure was as good and maybe even better than his wifes'.

Aleen's high full breasts, curving hips and feminine manner would make it impossible for him to ever be a man again. Equipped with delicate charms: his blonde hair was fresh and natural, like streamers fluttering in soft waves to his shoulders. His long smooth legs have made him the object of many a young man's desire. It was clear at a glance that he watched his diet and worked hard to keep his figure trim.